I have been recently thinking about myself in general and discovered that I am a Hopeless Romantic. It makes so much sense: I go crazy If I do not have anybody to hug and cuddle, which I have not lately. I only read fanfictions because I have no romance in my life. I just... I go crazy without someone to love, and it kills me if they don't love me back. You know, I used to say there is no such thing as love in middle school, but I was way wrong. There is no possible way there isn't. It may not be a long relationship/crush, but if you hold something so near and dear to your heart that it aches every time you think about how you can not have them, there is no other word for that than love. Love makes my world spin, and stop at the same time, even more so than music. I just, can not stand not having someone to express my gratitude towards lately. I may come across as a cold bitch, but on the inside, love is all I ever think about. It fills every corner of my sick brain, it lines the streets that I walk, it's in the halls, it's online, and there is no escaping it. In my world, love is a vital part of living, a necessity that will render me in a coma if it is not felt in any way, any shape, or any form. So lately, I have been being deprived of MY Oxegen. But I hope this will change soon, for the better. <3
Just ask a guy, obviously nobody that's waaaaay out of your league, but somebody you have a fighting chance with. Chances are they'll say yes, and if not then you at least made an effort. You aren't ugly, stupid, or uninteresting, and you're really talented in the artistic and writing field(s) so you're bound to find SOMEONE.
You remember how I was begging to be loved by somebody? You just have to find the other half to yourself. I know you probably hate me because I have a wonderful love life, but listen to me. There are way too many douche bag boys at our school. You don't find amazing guys every so often. In highschool, you'll have a greater opportunity to find someone who cares, and for waiting, it's very rewarding. I probably shouldn't be telling you this, but, whatever, I don't want you to lose hope in finding love, it isn't easy, but if you try, you'll get it.
I'm the same way! (I think all of us girls are) I am in love with the feeling of being in love! I also think about romance every second, like every time I read a random romantic fan fiction I always think, "God, I wish that can happen to me!" But don't worry, because great things come to those who wait c; And when you find your special someone they're going to want to love you as much as you would want to love them! We hopeless romantics just need to find our "other half." c:
I'm the exact same way Nepeta! I really am! I wanna be love and I want to love! It kills me feeling that I can't and that I never will... god, I feel like Eridan....